It is Mum's Birthday and He is Gone...

While having ma breakfast at home this morning with a mug of hot Milo and a piece of toasted bread suddenly ma sis asked me she said "uih, ko sudah wish mum birthday dia kah? birthday dia kan niari??" Holy crap, how dare i could not remember that today  is beloved mum birthday!! i never forget mum's birthday before.

Saw mum out from her room and straight to the kitchen and i followed her and give her a big hug and kissed her cheek and wish her a happy birthday and followed by the rest of family. She turns 56 today. Thank you lord for giving mum a breath to live today and may you blessed her with a better health and continue to shower her with your love and grace and listen her prayer amen.

I was actually planning to bring mum and family out for a nice dinner tonight so i text ma sis about the plan and while waiting for her reply i got a called from mum.

She broke me with a sad news at 1:21pm just now telling me that ma uncle (mum's bro-in-law) has passed away and asked us to arrange leave in this few days if we can. I was almost in tears when she broke the news well a little tears drop. Perhaps you still remember ma post "surrender all" that i mentioned one of my uncle has diagnosed with cancer stage 4? Yup he was called by the lord today just now.

Mom and Dad will be away to Beaufort anytime soon now and staying there for a couple of days to  support/help out ma cousin's family there as i know they needs mum there at this difficult times as they treat mum as their own mum since their mother (mum's sister) has been long called by the lord before their father.

Rest in peace uncle Francis:(

Lord, bless mum and dad on their journey back to Beaufort and may your peace be upon my cousin's family in this bereavement time...

I just don't know how am i suppose to feel right now....:(